tonight is unlike no other.

tonight is just like any other night. it's 2:06 in the morning. there's something about my eyelids not wanting to close. an unsatisfied need to hear from someone; to let me know someone is out there. i've come to the realization so many times; i need to find a way to keep myself happy. i manage to rely on others to keep entertained what when they aren't there? almost another year older and not one step closer to self-actualization. is that even a possible concept? maybe i should do my research paper on that skeptical topic.
i would love self-actualization.
that'd be sweet.

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