tired eyes.

why does caffeine ingested not improve tired eyes?
why can't i do everything i want to do during the week? i'm not setting too-high expectations. honest.

a girl in group today talked about an embarrassing blog post that lowered her already damaged self esteem. it reminded me of the other days of my life where i would blog and vent and get in trouble. it only happened a few times. who knows though, i could've offended more frequently without someone notifying me. i'm going to begin again, blogging that is, not offending hopefully. i can't keep bugging people to talk to me because i'm lonely working a shift, overtired, thinking about the reality of things which is: when i think about it, i am perpetually tired. things get done in a snail's pace. i will be late for work again.

i have to check up on the new brief visitor. crap, i have another form to fill out. UGH.