this ain't a scene..

in love with that song.

so, i'm convinced that i have a subconscious fear that's serving as my driving motivation this semester. it's a strange thing for me. unfortunately, i forgot one of my books at school. other than that, i have all of the work done for this week, and next. no caffeine either. i mean, i had a few cups of tea this weekend and one can of mountain dew but other than that, absolutely nothing. all of my classes are footwork and brainstorm intensive, and i mean i am kickin butt right now. so, i am convinced that it's all on some subconscious level that i'm being driven like this because i just keep going. it isn't like running a marathon..or maybe it is. certain parts just go on autopilot and i'm just sort of plodding ahead. aaand..i'm not entirely hating it. the work is dare i say..enjoyable? i only hope the rest of the aspects of my semester are as enjoyable.